My Worst Moment: When my boss threatened to fire me and keep me from jobs or when a senior male colleague told me we would not hire more women, ever. I don’t know what is worse.
I Have Given Up On: A career in science where I am treated equally to my colleagues.
I’m Afraid: I will lose my job, be excluded from funding, or not be able to find a new job if my boss knew I said anything.
This Has Cost Me: At least 100K (because I had a fellowship, my boss didn’t pay me the NIH stipend. By the time I purchased my own health insurance I made less than most trainees with less experience than I did. Those trainees also happened to be male).
Something You Should Know About Me: All I ever wanted to do was science that might help people who are suffering. I cannot believe how political that simple thought can be.
Is There a Bright Side: It is getting harder to find.
Secret Weapon: I have a twitter account that has all the non-professional sexist things people have said to me during my training. It’s depressing, but at least it is time-stamped.